WELCOME TO LEISA'S BLOG!

"Don't wake up one day, regretting things that you could've done when you had the chance"

Sunday, 15 April 2012

My CUrrEnT Obsession!

Oh mai god. I have this severe shopping frenzy type of craziness. Not that I need it but you know, girls. We tend to shop things we don’t need. LIKE CUTE THINGS!!


Isn't this awesomely adorable? SAY YES!

Big Pic
LOOK AT THE STRIKING BLUE HEELS!

Which reminds me, I never have white coloured dresses in my closet. *thinking mode*

HOLY M-! This is so nais!! Ish why I'm broke and no money!

But KK panas bah :(

Stripe Retro Dress (Disco)
I have this some sort of dress. Wind problem. WILL NOT USE IT AGAIN. Unless got dinner.

Imma order this!! :D

cute top :)

That's all for my current obsession :) Wait for next season. OR next post. You decide. I'm gonna blog like orang gila now. :)

Wednesday, 28 December 2011

Twitter Stuff and facebook.

- My problem is that I can't stay mad. I always end up forgiving people even if they don't deserve it.

Sleeping is nice. You forget about everything for a little while.




- Everyone has feelings, no matter how they act. Don't play with someone else's feelings just because you're not sure of your own.


-Don't be afraid of change. You may end up losing something good, but you will probably end up gaining something better. 


I'm not afraid of heights, swimming and love. Just falling, drowning, and a broken heart.

-I hate when I can't stop thinking about that one person and deep down inside I know they probably haven't thought of me.

-Sometimes people need to get hurt just to know the value of the thing that they have right now.

-I get jealous, I get mad, I get worried, I get curious. But that's only because I love you so much and I don't wanna lose you.

-Don't hate me because I wasn't who you thought I was, or who you wanted me to be. From start to finish, you never knew the real me.

-I’m your best friend, I will always be there even if you’re hardly ever there for me.

-Take chances. Tell the truth. Sing out loud. Tell people how much they mean to you. Regret nothing.

-The worst thing you can do for love is deny it; so when you find that special someone, don't let anyone or anything to get in your way.

-I’m going to smile like nothing is wrong, talk like everything is perfect, act like it’s all a dream, and pretend like it’s not hurting me.

-Don’t spend too much time worrying about your mistakes. Mistakes become experience.

Thursday, 15 December 2011

Hobbycon 2011 @ Suria Sabah



Hobbycon was on the 10-11th December at Suria Sabah Shopping Mall just recently and it was tiring as always! BUT IN A GOOD WAY! Haha

So on the first day, 
I was (trying) to cosplay Megurine Luka from Vocaloid. Which was the..... Just be friends version. But epic fail. Haha wig was to damn pink. So yeah, I went to Phylicia's place firstly and just talked and talked. Hehe. Zomg this is my epic fail Megurine Luka.

That's me in the pink wig and Sam as Sasuke.  Haha

More pics:

Sam, Rachell as Lara Croft, and me.

Boredom strikes. So fat my tummy! Gahh!! D:

I wonder what Sam is thinking... O.O RACHELL YOU ARE SLIM LIKE WTF! Gimme your body and I give you my lemak!
And while Phyli and me were pusing-pusing looking for friends, guess who I bumped into? My  friends!!
Introducing Michelle and her cousin (which is also my college friend) Denise!!
Euw.. epic fail.

Hapcho and well us. Oh ya, Ciel. Lol.. Black Butler. Yaaa... I don't watch Black Butler. Sorry.


Oh ya, Emon's group (Who I Am kah that?)
Sorry Emon.. I forgot >.<"

ON THE 2nd DAY OF HOBBYCON!!!!

Our team, Team Sora went for the group competition. Guess what group we was cosplaying? NARUTO SHIPPUDEN! 
You mad we Cosplay Naruto?

Ngehe..

Tsunade.
Trying to at least.
Bahahahahahahha!!

Just to sum it all up.. It's was really really fun! I can't wait for next year and I wonder what I'm gonna cosplay next year..

Thursday, 1 December 2011

It's december bitches!!


And so it's December. Such a long time since I've been blogging. How am I? So far I'm happy :) There were a lot of ups and downs but now, it all doesn't matter. So some of you MIGHT know I've been dating some people and I tell you, I was actually drunk on one relationship. I wonder why I let my self fall for him. But on the other hand, the other fella seemed okay but it didn't last long because I guess he wasn't ready? I don't know...

Moving on, yeah... I had feelings for my best guy friend but I guess I was too scared to let our friendship break if we were to begin dating. Still, people who don't know us thought we were a couple? Lol. We're cool. Still best friends, right? (Iunno if you're reading this btw)

MOVING ONNNNNNN

I think after few weeks or so, I met this boy :) I was a bit caught in between about my feelings towards him. I guess I was still scared? To be honest with you, after a week of getting to know each other, my feelings towards him developed and I thought I was on drugs 'cause my heart skips when I receive text messages from him OR if I see him. I was like "Leisa, you're nuts". But that doesn't matter no more :)

The other day, he asked me "why did I fall for him?" I started to dig my inner feelings (which I don't normally do...) and I told him... something. It's confidential. Haha XDD

Knowing that I'm happy with him, makes me vulnerable even more. His name is Roland. Yes people. Roland :D

Christmas. Boy, it's going to be Christmas soon. I'm not really excited about it. Not quite sure why I'm feeling like that. It's been like that for... 2/3 years now. And oh, I'm legitimately 18 already. Haha~

So yeah, this is my post for now. I might be blogging more often. SINCE it's my semester break. Dammit I need $$$$$.

Lots of love,
Leisa.

Happy holidays everyone! God bless you!

Monday, 12 September 2011

No title


Can't I learn from past?
Have I not understood a thing?
Reasons why I won't let myself cry
Is to tell myself I am strong.
Sadly I realized I am not.

Can't someone just show me what went wrong?
On and on i tried to do it myself
Not a single person can help me up
Some of them still lied
Though they promised.
And everytime they do
Next thing you know,
They're gone.
In the end I have to be strong on my own.
Next time I'd be more careful.
Even though I still will get hurt.

Monday, 29 August 2011

Chapter 4: Back in the olden days pt1

CHAPTER 4: Back in the olden days I.

   
    -Spring, April-

    “Hope!” called my mother. Back in London, life was a rush. My step father, Baron Heath Marcus was a very successful businessman. He inherits a train company from his fathers’ father and it has been passed down to generations until it was given unto him. Now he is looking for his successor. Seeing that my brother Harry had already taken my late fathers’ oil company and Rose being the eldest daughter having no interest in getting her hands filled with dirt, it was more logical for my mother and stepfather to set me up a wedding with a man I hardly know so I could conceive a baby boy and that child will automatically inherit his company. Countess Abigail made the idea to somewhat set the whole thing up with her son; Aaron Vance.

    Countess Abigail is a close friend to my stepfather and believe me I am no close to any of my stepfathers’ acquaintances. So to speak, I am not close with Baron Heath at all.

    “Do I have to do this?” I asked my mother. My mum plainly smile at me and answered and dull yes. The Baron came in to the meeting office and spoke, “Hope. Please understand that you are our only hope. I won’t pick you if you didn’t mean anything to me. I do hope you’d understand the Countess and my decision”. I cut him off and answered, “What do you care? You wouldn’t understand a thing. It’s like you are selling me indirectly” I walked pass him without even looking.

    I can feel that he is hurt by my words but it’s not like I am his real daughter or something. After all, I am his ticket to get his ‘successor’. He replied me back and said, “But I do look at you as my precious daughter” and I cut him off again by answering, “BUT YOU ARE NOT MY FATHER!” and thump my way out.

    Total silence. I just stood outside the meeting room door and rephrase every single word in my mind. It was rude for me to say that because though he is my stepfather, he tries his best to act like our real father but still, he isn’t him. I felt bad answering him and I can actually hear my mother crying inside the room and Harry consulting my mother.

    Not long later, our guests’; the Countess and her son came to our house or mansion or whatever you call it. I call it a house anyway. From a distance a far, I felt like vomiting. My sister Rose held my hands and accompanied me.

    “This is our daughter. Her name is Hope” my mother said to the Countess. I politely forced myself to shake hands with her and her hands were cold. A simple curtsey can do but NO. They told me to make her feel like a ‘family’. Which is utterly bullshit. We went into the dining hall for tea and they talked about things which only matters to them. Money.

    But Aaron is cute. Especially when he smiles. Although, he does look familiar. I’ve met him somewhere. At least that’s what I think.

    A few hours when we were introduced, both of our parents went up to the meeting room and continued their discussion. I was left with Aaron in the reading room. He started off the conversation, “What do you think about this?” he sigh “this whole engagement thing” I answered, “I find it somewhat normal. Besides, it’s Baron Heaths’ wish and your mothers’ for us to get married”.

   He let out a giggle. He walked around the room looking at all the paintings and took a book, “I heard you don’t like your stepfather” “is that true?” he asked. I replied him, “I don’t hate him. I just don’t look up to him as my father” he chuckled and said, “what’s the difference? Isn’t it the same thing? You resent your stepfather just because-“ and I cut him off from what he was going to say and told him “please. I am not comfortable with that conversation”. He put out a smile and say, “alright. I’ll stop”.

    It was a moment of silence. It’s like we didn’t speak for 5 minutes. 

Monday, 22 August 2011

busybusybusy!!!


Oh goodness. I am busy now a days. Though 1st semester is almost over, still last minute busy as a bee. My internet is f'ed up and that is just about it. Hahahaha. Tried to update my story but I'm a bit preoccupied with nonsense things now a days.

I'm online-ing in a cyber now. Seriously, something is wrong with my internet back home. But as long as I finish my college assignments, I'll be FINE! 

Guess what? It's SEPTEMBER next week!! YAY! HEHE... it's my birthday next month by the way.

I wonder when am I going to continue my novel. SIGH. I must update! Not sure if people actually reads it but for the sake of my hobby, I will finish it! HAHAHA

Ohgosh, I think I saw a cute guy in the other side of this CC. Hehehehe At least I think he is cute. I THINK.

Went out with Michelle and Lynndra right after we showed our report to Mr. Izwan and haha Lynndra doesn't want to cut her hair short. Oh well, it's her hair. Not mine.

OH YEAH! Next week is my cousins wedding! I'm the bridesmaid! Hahaha... My mum jokingly said to my aunt "janganlah. Nanti dia yang semua orang tengok. Nanti dia 'overshadow' the bride" hahahaha... Well, that's because the bride is at Kuala Lumpur. How should I know how her dress will be like. LOL

Oh noes, tomorrow is the last day in college!! I'm going to miss college! But now a days, I'm lazy to wake up early. Zzzzzzzzz



After two weeks of study break, it's FINAL EXAM NO!!!! Hahahaha... must study! Don't want to fail! :D

Anyways, I got to go now. Blog later again :)